embarrassing moment #1 ;)

I think if the embarrasing moments would go `on air` =p then atleast they`d be off my mind ;)

okay they are not in sequel but jus random moments which left me ---->



a day or 2 back i had to attend an aftari somewhere-
the host`s daughter shares the name with me && her in-laws whom i happen to know too well were also invited-
so her mother in law was showerin her love n affection over me =/ at the dinner && * i was flattered*=p
okay so we were havin the dinner except for the hosts|( it was a big gatherin so they were busy)
some aunty asked the above mentioned mother in law to have food (although she was havin it already && in good amount)- and she was like

* oh nooo i cannot eat without my fatima- *

i being a big big big infact a super fool instantly uttered


*no no aunty-i`m havin food , you carry on please!!! *

OMG!!!!!
&& she stared at me as if i`ve said somethin weird

&&
 you guys can never imagine the extent of the shame i felt when i realized she was talkin about HER GODDAMNED Fatima-
omg=/ 

---> not that i`ve learned the lesson ;)


please feel free to share your lot =)

I`d be sharin more of `em with you guys =p
God forbid =p

the randomness of el-0-el!!

Do you guys also add the prefix of laughin out loud even if you are not rollin on the floor laughin????

here you go

magnify to view =)

the staycation!

give yourself a much needed staycation.[link]

how cool is my fb today =/

feel free to share if you have ever seen such borin homepage before =/

karachi-

bari anokhi eid ki kahridari hei merey sheher may
log ro ro k kafan kharid rahey ehn ....
=c
God help-
God bless!!!!!

-

khushe sy apni ankhun ko mae ashkhun my bhego daeti,
maera bdlay to hans leta
 teray bdlaY mae ro laeti


. . . Mujy ay kasha tera dard sara mil gea hota. .

possible?

... is it ever possible to perfect in the art of indifference???
                either to your lifeline`s or to mere acquaintance?
is it possible to not hear to the ache inside???


those retards are like impending doom between us..
always there like an ever present danger!!!!
always being the reason of argument && clash-

how i hate his so-called `friends`


huh!


how can they be called friends who dun seem to care about you- huh- who can make him understand!

..it`s only words..

Check to see if you yourself are using this weapon. 
Check to see if someone is using this weapon on you. 
 And put a stop to both.[link]

hahaha

hmphh

yeh tou haaal hai =c


urdu may hee azadi mubarak likh deeya hota =s 

whattay loneliness

I did not know how lonely i am *in there* before I stumbled upon this :

Our muslim shower needed replacement & this is what the plumber brought in-

*loveliness in Loneliness* 
OMG what a definition of being alone or may be what a definition of the toilet- hahahaha


please share how many of you feel *so* lonely there- lol

the apostrophe`

the apostrophe in my keyboard has stopped working`


is there some problem in MY possessive case????? =p


oh no no no
i still belong ;)


here`s this funny shot where the girl apparently forgot to put up the apostrophe =p

source: mr google =)

you always have to overlook the error to find love , belonging && happiness-

these rain drops.....

these tiny droplets so truly depict the human life-
carefree & all playful when born, jumpin around in those fluffy white beauties-
but
never knowing their fate-


they might end up being the pearl or a puddle-
disaster or a bounty
might uselessly stick to thorns or shoes or can become a miracle droplet for the thirsty
some might enjoy being cherished at that delicate hand or some might be mercilessly squashed-
for some rain is to dance && enjoy
but
for some it may be the best disguise for tears-


so similar-
we never know where we might end up-
we are the rain drops -

of sacrifice && big hearts

today i was just lazing around when my maid`s daughter (who has just passed her matriculation) came running to me 
` mujey buhattt zore say current para eh- bazu & tango may dard b shuru hogya eh`


i had no idea what to do=/
 i told her to put her hands on earth & rubbed her a bit-
 not knowing what else to do i told her to go & send her sister over to finish up the chores.


she replied everything is done but that the fridge needs to be powered on-
i went over to inspect it- 
i said okay u go i`ll do it with some cloth etc-
i was about to touch it with my dupatta when she at-once cried out
` nai nai ap na karen mein kerti hun`


i was so overwhelmingly touched
how can mere financial status define or mark the importance of human lives????
did she think of herself as less valuable -


anyway, the brave little girlie plugged it in-
&& 
to my utter disappointment: i did not step in for her, although i could see that, her clothes were still wet from washing the floors,i knew she was victimized a few minutes back & might be terrified this time or that she is way younger than me 
=/
i am selfish-


may be that is what poverty do- distinguish between selfishness && selflessness 
                                                                            or bravery && cowardice 
i am still touched by her sacrifice may God shower her with his mercy & forgiveness
                                                                                               && eternal bounties - amen

hahahhahaha

suchay witty guy-

seemed that he was actually enjoying pissing the host- el-o-el

awww- the handwriting on the wall

<3 A REMINDER TO HER & ALL : TAKE TIME TO READ THE HAND WRITING ON THE WALL <3 A weary mother returned from the store, Lugging groceries through the kitchen door. Awaiting her arrival was her 8 year-old son, Anxious to relate what his younger brother had done. "While I was out playing and Dad was on a call, T.J. took his crayons and wrote on the wall! It's on the new paper you just hung in the den. I told him you'd be mad at having to do it again." She let out a moan and furrowed her brow, "Where is your little brother right now?" She emptied her arms and with a purposeful stride, She marched to his closet where he had gone to hide. She called his full name as she entered his room. He trembled with fear--he knew that meant doom! For the next ten minutes, she ranted and raved About the expensive wallpaper and how she had saved.  Lamenting all the work it would take to repair, She condemned his actions and total lack of care. The more she scolded, the madder she got, Then stomped from his room, totally distraught!  She headed for the den to confirm her fears. When she saw the wall, her eyes flooded with tears. The message she read pierced her soul with a dart. It said, "I love Mommy," surrounded by a heart

huh

this techno addiction is no fun
=/


it has become kind of impossible to survive without internet- but i kinda managed- =s

colors?

there is something i am waiting for to happen ..
but what?
i don`t know myself-
=/
is it only with me or are we all always waiting for something-unknown
... but magical-
like a fairy wand casting the spell
& it feels like that something is very near but every dawn dawns & passes and the life stays as uneventful as always-
in the morning i look forward to sleeping tight at night & at night i look forward to my morning cup of tea -

A NOTE TO YOU-

you <3 are a promise that life`s just perfect-


                     today


                        &


                 tomorrow

                       &


                   always!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


you`ve made me beautiful in the ways i was never even modearte!!
you make me feeel like ........


dunno =s

awww

One night a man had a dream. 

He dreamed he was walking across the beach with 

the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. 

For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints 

in the sand, one belonging to him, and the other 

to the Lord. 

When the last scene of his life flashed before 

him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. 

He noticed that many times along the path of his life 

there was only one set of footprints. he also 

noticed that it happened at the very lowest and 

saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. 

"Lord, You said that once I decided to follow You, 

You'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed 

that during the most troublesome times in my life, 

there is only one set of footprints. 

I don't understand why, when I needed 

You the most You would leave me."

"My son, my precious child, I love you and 

would never leave you. During your times of 

trial and suffering, when you see only one 

set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."

one odd day!

pretty yet odd-

hovering over fb & waiting fanatically, practically every second-

the post is about a verrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy old friend of mine whom ive found on fb afta 12 years, 

& 

the post was supposed to be a beautiful one -

but it can wait-

im waitin fer her to accept my friend request- *butterflies*