<3

just one look at her and my heart butsts with love

You..

Come & pour. Pour pour pour. Then pour some more. Pour tilll you intoxicate me. Pour tilll i aquire that lost satiety. Pour tilll your blesssings cleanse mother earth. Oh rain pour tilll heaven loose all its pain Oh pour tilll you I & we alll get INTOXICATED!!!!!!!!! Yet the price of getting drunk awaits us...

language

there are some words which are just perfect depiction in that language alone. their translation can never have that beauty i love my languaGe urdu<3 when i wasnt mature enough i used to look down upon urdu but no more <3 it is MY language i intentionally try very hard to avoid even a single breath;-) of english with the people who dont respect my URDU:-)

dismay

let's wait and watch how death gets to us :/ whAt has happened to the world...? killlings killlings and killllings... blood and terror has invaded the entire worlddd. people are inventing new(er) ways of torture killings.

blogit

i am using blogit to post on blogger but it is not mazay ka. any suggestions for a better application?

is it dead or...

only resting? how do i wakeup my blog from its beauty sleep?

overwhelmed

even the brightest crimson lip polish did not hide the storm behind her dark eyes. the deepest shade of red in that gold- emblazoned summer dress could not hide the rupture of her heart. " i have to leave here. for good." yes, her voice shook. He took a slight notice. teary eyed she saw his long lean self leaving the room in a few quick strides. His family scrutinized her entire self with that trademark grin in eyes & sympathy dialects aimed directly at her loss. she almost ran out of the appartment to the nearest green patch. falling down she let herself loose. shaking harder & harder as she cried her heart out on his heartlessness. "at least you could have said a decent goodbye" she , either murmered or self tallked, she was not sure as she continued jolting with an unbearabble pain. " your ruthlessness killls me several times a day and night. i still remember when you...y..you.... Her heart twisted so hard with pain as his scent wafted through her senses. She wanted to die , for she could not breath. "hello oxygen" had been their goodbye since .... since ever. She melted , her tears pouring like rain , as she felt the comfort of his fAmiliar strong hands on her aching shoulders. the security. the love. the... love love love. she inhaled deeply. basking in deeeply . oh the tricks. now her own senses were playing tricks on her. "i had yet to pack sweety & since when did we become I ? you didnt even pack for me. How do I live without you. All i was left with was a worse half" he grinned. His voice. BLISS. later that night cuddled & rested at his soothing chest she slept to his heavenly words that may echo till eternity & engrave at their graves when they lay rested holding hands and love all around and angels to protect the love. love is the end.