rollercoaster...

.... when an outsider keeps you in a constant spin and ypu want to giveup!!!

desires-

want to fly away from all the mess , into a peaceful, peaceful land.


want to live life my way, without interruptions && enforcement.


at least you are totally mine, oh so much mine- but i am not gettin enough of you, not getting you =c


so totally not gettin you.


=c



 

blah

already missing eid =/


*post eid blues* urghhhhh

i got this hilarious mail today 

colors?

there is something i am waiting for to happen ..
but what?
i don`t know myself-
=/
is it only with me or are we all always waiting for something-unknown
... but magical-
like a fairy wand casting the spell
& it feels like that something is very near but every dawn dawns & passes and the life stays as uneventful as always-
in the morning i look forward to sleeping tight at night & at night i look forward to my morning cup of tea -